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and everytime I walk past something that reminds me of you, it hurts like a bitch.
if I were to smile at you and tell you that I’m okay, promise not to believe me.
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thanks..
for teaching me to love, for letting me know what happiness feels like at its peak, for allowing me to feel like the luckiest girl on earth, for giving me a chance to know what it is like to be loved, for breaking my heart, for tasting your cruelty first hand, for making me cry each night missing you, for making me need someone like crazy.
thanks for walking away and never turning back once to see me break down, for everything.
it’s time for a closure.
sorry for all the times i took you for granted for always being there. but here is the thing: i need you. i need you more than i need that jerk that ditched me for some noble reason he refuses to say, i need you more than that cellphone i have been wanting, i need you more than the straight A’s i’m aiming for.
because if you go, who will i run to when the next guy jilts me? if you go, there isn’t a point in getting straight A’s when there’s absolutely no one else to celebrate it with me. if you go, there isn’t anyone to cheer me up when i am PMS crazy; there’s no one to tell me that i look beautiful the way i just am and that people love me for who i am and so there’s no need to change.
it’s the little things you do everyday that keeps me going.
i’m not pleading you not to go.
i’m begging you to stay as you are.
sis might be leaving for somewhere far. she might go and come back eons later.
i’m gonna be left with no one soon.
there’s this urge to break down sometimes, this crave for you to hug me and tell me it’s gonna be alright even if she leaves, coz i still have someone there and stuff like that. but it isn’t going to happen.
where are you when i desperately need someone?
and i’ve no fucking idea what to do. i’m a wreck, i can’t get myself up. why did you have to leave?
